Insight to life.

As you may know this is also my personal blog along with sims. So here we go:

I've been 'depressed' lately because I like this guy and keep it bottled up. I will only be seeing him very brief moments now giving me a lack of confidence. The past days have been leaving me half-satisfied. Yet I assume I need to focus on more important things like school. I step back and find myself fine, just need to pull out of some cracks and take detail to small things and enjoy each second. It always gets me in a rut but I do need to think about myself (along with others). I do come first. And one life or another I'm still me. I have all my life left after making careful decisions. As hard as it can be, my patience is key. My time will come.

I apologize for my ranting

SO IGNORE THIS IF YOU DON'T WANNA HEAR DRAMA>:(

ANYWAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY...............


Bitches at my school are pissing me off the way they act and dress. I really hope karma gets them back. No need to name names. -_- Well also my friends have been 'joking' about me getting run over by a bus. At first it was funny but now it's annoying. I feel like a bad friend and they often keep me out of their conversations saying I cannot 'handle it' and I'm 'immature'. Then, they get me a giant gift for christmas and I don't get them the best so. :( And.........ok, so i feel like i need someone to "vent" to about everything and understand what is happening and can help me with my problems and make me feel wanted, confident, perfect, and beautiful. I also want someone to care for me and like me for who I am. Hold me when I am cold and laugh and stupid jokes. ARGH! I will stay positive though. Sorry if that was a waste of time. I am also a perfectionist and good student who never barely get credit for what I do! I need someone to appreciate me. Plus I like this guy who I'm not sure if he willl like me back and 

Summary:

blahblah (periods) blahblah (boys) blahblah (diary) blahblah (perfect) blahblah (optimistic life)

soooooolongsince

I haven't played sims in what seems like FOREVER. Final exams are coming up (and i'm FREAKING out) and i'm crazy busy.

So all I want for christmas is:
~Sims 2 Seasons ^.^
~Sims 3??? (with Late Night and Showtime)


YEPPP showtime will be out MARCH along with THE HUNGER GAMES.

anywayyyyyyyyyyy SHowtime here>>

Hunger Games hurrrrr>>>

Holly jolliness

SOOOOOOOOO.............the holidays are coming up and I wanna do a BUNCH of things for my videos, friends, etc. I'd love to know if I was appreciated by certain people. Trust me, you are not hearing the whole story and there are only a few people  who do.





WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO THIS HOLIDAY?
~~~~~~~~~~what could I do to make your christmas wishes?

Ya know I just had to rant......

Busy is my middle name. There is so much I'd love to do in my day, but never have enough time. Like...
~blogging
~gaming
~vlogging
~chatting
~making sims stuff
~getting sims stuff
~day dreaming
~reading

I could literally go all day and talk about each topic. But I won't.
Seriously want to know? Or want me to make a request or help on a video? Just ask, I don't bite. ^.^ Chat with me. I miss ya'll.

Ehem...........WHOOO!

:D It's back! On July 13th, 2011 the site went down. On September 29th, it finally comes back up.

We must celebrate this day. So much to say and do. :D *happyexcitedme*

http://thesims2.ea.com/mysimpage/blog.php?user_id=7682255

^^That. You have no idea how pumped I am!

Another Rant

So hey again. It really means a lot to me if your reading this. So listen. There are so many simmers that are way talented which makes me pretty jealous. I'd love to have all those followers/subscribers/fans/etc. I don't I'm a normal (not very talented) person. I wish I could be talented fast. I'm just not. I guess it means I have to work harder? Or what? I'd like to do my best and have fun with it. I'd like to do collabs/voice overs/etc. It's just NOT.THAT.EASY. So what do I do? Wait? Keep looking? I keep trying and doing new things, but should I just stick with one? It's hard to do that and everything. -_- *sigh*

 idk. Just hear me out. I will be there for you even though you may not be there for me.

Great now I'm sad, so maybe I'll try and listen to music or make some sims. Please comment if you read this. It means a lot.


 Thanks. ;)

No Way!!!

http://us.akinator.com/# I'm addicted to that game. And I decided I would stump it and say Don Lothario.

-_- He guessed it.

Test

I'm checking if the new "Reactions" work. :/

New Commenters!

I was always wondering why I always had such little comments. Now any of you "lurkers" can come out and show your faces! Anyone can comment! Please, feel free. :D

Good Thing

Well, IF EA didn't care so much about our sims 2 players and wanted to dump us they wouldn't renew the domain address. I figured that because (haha) Club Penguin forgot too. So I guess they do care if they didn't have that happen along with some old CC sites.

Try and be Famous

You know, if you ask me "Do you want to be famous?" I'd probably say no. But you what? I kinda do. I want people to like me or want to be me. I think everyone likes that feeling.

Lately I've been doing stuff to make me more "know/popular" like on YouTube/sims 2/stardoll/etc.

And I really hope things work out but I'm almost positive things won't go my way one way or another. If I get one thing, theres another problem.

So I guess it would be easier if I didnt try.

But if I didnt try I'd be bored and not be myself and wouldn't see what could happen if I did try. So wish me luck.

~Cayla

Rant

I feel like ranting/venting. I'm not sure where else to do it. Don't read this unless you want to.

So--I'm done with school now so I can do more stuff! Yay! But, yesterday I had a sucky graduation dance. The DJ was terrible there was barely any food, and no boys said anything about my dress. :( Oh well. It's strange to think about it but I really want more guys to like me (if any do). Girls were dancing with guys and I felt left out. Well, cause, I'm single. What does it matter? It's summer anyway. And there will be better times next year.