Insight to life.

As you may know this is also my personal blog along with sims. So here we go:

I've been 'depressed' lately because I like this guy and keep it bottled up. I will only be seeing him very brief moments now giving me a lack of confidence. The past days have been leaving me half-satisfied. Yet I assume I need to focus on more important things like school. I step back and find myself fine, just need to pull out of some cracks and take detail to small things and enjoy each second. It always gets me in a rut but I do need to think about myself (along with others). I do come first. And one life or another I'm still me. I have all my life left after making careful decisions. As hard as it can be, my patience is key. My time will come.

I apologize for my ranting

SO IGNORE THIS IF YOU DON'T WANNA HEAR DRAMA>:(

ANYWAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY...............


Bitches at my school are pissing me off the way they act and dress. I really hope karma gets them back. No need to name names. -_- Well also my friends have been 'joking' about me getting run over by a bus. At first it was funny but now it's annoying. I feel like a bad friend and they often keep me out of their conversations saying I cannot 'handle it' and I'm 'immature'. Then, they get me a giant gift for christmas and I don't get them the best so. :( And.........ok, so i feel like i need someone to "vent" to about everything and understand what is happening and can help me with my problems and make me feel wanted, confident, perfect, and beautiful. I also want someone to care for me and like me for who I am. Hold me when I am cold and laugh and stupid jokes. ARGH! I will stay positive though. Sorry if that was a waste of time. I am also a perfectionist and good student who never barely get credit for what I do! I need someone to appreciate me. Plus I like this guy who I'm not sure if he willl like me back and 

Summary:

blahblah (periods) blahblah (boys) blahblah (diary) blahblah (perfect) blahblah (optimistic life)

Holly jolliness

SOOOOOOOOO.............the holidays are coming up and I wanna do a BUNCH of things for my videos, friends, etc. I'd love to know if I was appreciated by certain people. Trust me, you are not hearing the whole story and there are only a few people  who do.





WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO THIS HOLIDAY?
~~~~~~~~~~what could I do to make your christmas wishes?

Ya know I just had to rant......

Busy is my middle name. There is so much I'd love to do in my day, but never have enough time. Like...
~blogging
~gaming
~vlogging
~chatting
~making sims stuff
~getting sims stuff
~day dreaming
~reading

I could literally go all day and talk about each topic. But I won't.
Seriously want to know? Or want me to make a request or help on a video? Just ask, I don't bite. ^.^ Chat with me. I miss ya'll.

Ehem...........WHOOO!

:D It's back! On July 13th, 2011 the site went down. On September 29th, it finally comes back up.

We must celebrate this day. So much to say and do. :D *happyexcitedme*

http://thesims2.ea.com/mysimpage/blog.php?user_id=7682255

^^That. You have no idea how pumped I am!

Old Post/Old video

(old post from 8/31/11)

So school starts soon so I'll be uber busy. I'm too lazy to rant on Youtube so I rant here. Have a clip of a video that is a video test that is apparently copyrighted. :P Anyway here is the video I took down.

Another Rant

So hey again. It really means a lot to me if your reading this. So listen. There are so many simmers that are way talented which makes me pretty jealous. I'd love to have all those followers/subscribers/fans/etc. I don't I'm a normal (not very talented) person. I wish I could be talented fast. I'm just not. I guess it means I have to work harder? Or what? I'd like to do my best and have fun with it. I'd like to do collabs/voice overs/etc. It's just NOT.THAT.EASY. So what do I do? Wait? Keep looking? I keep trying and doing new things, but should I just stick with one? It's hard to do that and everything. -_- *sigh*

 idk. Just hear me out. I will be there for you even though you may not be there for me.

Great now I'm sad, so maybe I'll try and listen to music or make some sims. Please comment if you read this. It means a lot.


 Thanks. ;)

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I'm checking if the new "Reactions" work. :/

Rant

I feel like ranting/venting. I'm not sure where else to do it. Don't read this unless you want to.

So--I'm done with school now so I can do more stuff! Yay! But, yesterday I had a sucky graduation dance. The DJ was terrible there was barely any food, and no boys said anything about my dress. :( Oh well. It's strange to think about it but I really want more guys to like me (if any do). Girls were dancing with guys and I felt left out. Well, cause, I'm single. What does it matter? It's summer anyway. And there will be better times next year.